There must have been something to be said for being in limbo, because since the unexpectedly sudden procreation attempts began a week and a half ago, I have been a disaster. I am unable to focus, unable to plan, unable to do anything except ride along...

It's galling, trolling the internet for statistics on getting pregnant over 40. I Googled in a frame of mind that I considered both realistic and hopeful, and found a vast, depressing world of disheartening, scary assertions. I can't quite bring...

Either Jeff has started reading my blog or he's developed some totally bitchen new psychic superpowers. Wednesday night, the very night I wrote that last post, The Decider made his debut. "I think we should try to have one more." Just like that. I...

So, as though it hadn't been half a year since the last post, here I am, right where we left off. I am still in an odd mental limbo, reproduction-wise. I can't stop wanting to be pregnant, baby dreams tickling at the edges of my thoughts as I go...