well lets see, i have NO clue what me and ryans status is i couldnt stand my life without walter and im back together with him but SO confused because all i want is ryan...im in love with two ppl and its awful :-\ i guess everything will work itself...

everything is looking up. ryan is acting wonderfully lately :) i may actually have him back this time and all my sorrow and heartache that has lasted for a year and 4 months, will be over. bring him back to me<3

well surprise surprise me and ryan hung out tonight. i tell myself i shouldnt do it but i cant say no, he is a huge part of my life and the boy i will ALWAYS love. we hung out tonight and my heart s always at its happiest with him. all the sorrow,...

i feel like im just breaking down. im really falling behind in my school work, i feel so alone because all my friends are away at college and i just broke up with my boyfriend. rob deleted me as a friend on facebook, i dont even know what i did, the...

well the heart ache just gets worse. rob has still ignored me, he may have found someone new. it just hurts so bad and im so confused. how can people be so inconsiderate. jeff is a really nice guy and we still always talk but i feel like maybe he just...