well. here i am. lucky to be alive i guess. i ate about 80 clonopin thursday night. that 2 days ago. i think i came pretty close to dying but im not clear on all of the details. i know i was in the emergency room for about 7 hours. then i got locked up...

im going to see willy nelson tonight with my bf's coworkers. kewl. so i thought about buying some coke today. i could buy it and no one would know about it. ive said over and over that i would never do coke again. ive said i hate it. i used to be...

well, its been one hell of a week. monday morning, my bf's grandmother passed away. it was unexpected and my bf was obviously very shaken by her death. i feel like a total shmuck because he had to drive to san marcos and attend her funeral alone...i...

rollin ass off and high, mayube a lil drunk. my bf kicked ass tonight. totoally stole everyone from downtstairs, with a little hype from me and smiley. ite was so fun. it was gereat tho hear him play for a corrwowd and the crowd to love hime ilkike...

bass and bbq is tonight about 3pm right now just sitting here listening to my bf spin. im high as shit and just felt like writing. life is such a fragile thing. it changes so much from day to day, i have trouble keeping up sometimes. sometime i...