I've gained about ten pounds in a month or so. I'm physically feeling pretty bad but I feel almost powerless to stop. I'm in that instant gratification cycle where I eat, feel a high for about five minutes, and then awful when I come down and am...

I haven't been able to pay much attention to this blog these days. The same goes for getting my diet back in order. I just have a hard time staying focused. (I'm watching TV right now, I can't even give this my full attention!) Friday I hosted my...

I had my acupuncture today and I really think it makes me feel better. It can be challenging getting there because I have to go far away but it's worth it if there is a chance my health insurance will pay for it. Even a famous fertility clinic close...

Food for today Veggie chk'n patty for breakfast tofurkey sandwhich on potatoe bread with the worst vegan version of mayo ever two soft boiled eggs with two pieces of toast boca burger patty with salad ramen noodle soup w/ broccoli added hmm......

I was almost afraid to look here today but it feels so barren that it actually makes me feel a little more secure in writing. There's been no major change, I'm still struggling. Rather than hovering in the low 180s I'm hovering around 187. Still not...