It seems like everyone is down at the moment, the blogs I read anyhow, and I am no different.  This time it’s all my fault because I missed two doses of abilify.  This is not something I’ve done before.  I’ve missed a single dose here and there and...

So far from being rejected, I have a second interview with the accountancy firm.  This has shocked me to be honest, I really don’t feel I stood out or made any impact whatsoever, but clearly I did something right.   I am both nervous and excited. ...

Today I thought about suicide again.  Well, I fantasised for a while anyway.  I had a nice little day dream in which I jumped out of the psychiatrist’s third floor window. So I finally have a psychiatrist again.  This is Dr Eight, so a step back...

So I finally heard from the early intervention service, I don’t meet their criteria, unsurprisingly.  The EIS deal with people newly diagnosed, not people like me who have coped pretty much alone for two years.  Have I coped?  Judging on the sole...

I’ve just been watching a programme on brain injuries.  It was mostly about comas, but there was one guy who was in a car crash and lost his moods and feelings.  They said he was missing out on what made him human.  He can’t love, he can’t care, he...