That picture is the look on my face tonight. My thought: "And what if she is successfully defended and released? What then. She has nowhere to go. I suspect she has no money. I believe her things have been taken by the character she was with. She is in serious need of mental health care but is in absolute denial. She is manic, grandiose, etc. I cannot have her here. It would have me into an episode...

She wrote stating she felt deserted as no way could she call and no one had written. I immediately began a letter telling her I had written twice and hadn't realized the phone acct was out of funds but had fixed it. That same day the two letters were returned because in one the enclosures of envelopes and postage are not allowed and in the second I had sent 7 pictures and only 5 are allowed. I adde...

Tomorrow is the court date -- trial -- for my youngest daughter. She has failed to get a court appointed attorney and is acting as if she has counsel. The court calendar indicates otherwise. I am very worried about her. What she is charged with is a felony which could carry a 10 year sentence. There is no way that I can help her. She has told everyone there that her family is dead. I have written l...

Things are back to normal for a few days until I depart on my trip to Denver. I have been walking an average of 6 miles per day and going to the gym about 4 days out of 7. But the cursed weight is not coming off. I still think my dosage of thyroid is off I will take that up with the family doc next appointment...meanwhile, I am experimenting with taking 100 mg every other day ---hold on before you...

Its funny. No matter how hard you prepare yourself for a period of emotional sterility from one of your children, it never works. I am trying to disattach myself from the problems with my youngest daughter's hearings related to the charges on the attempted purchase of the $4.3 million house in North Carolina House and there is little to rely on. Calls to the court offer littleinformation. I believe...