After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.  You learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security.  And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises...

Oh to be in limbo.  It is the worst thing for a person like me.  I like things to be settled.  I am slowing moving from a place of extreme torment and limbo to a place of peace again.  Well, not peace yet, but at least I now have some direction. ...

Well, as I sit here and write, I have to admit that I still don’t want too.  Well, maybe it is that I don’t really have the mental energy to write.  I am not sure.  I am crushed but not destroyed.  I am ruined but not dead.  This is the hardest...

I am still doing my WW very well.  Well, yesterday wasn’t great but over-all I am doing good and dropping lbs slowly but surely.  I am also kicking major butt in my running. I have other stuff going on right now so blogging is far from my mind. ...

I weighed in last night.  I was so afraid of going for a month now but since Monday I have had a renewed spirit.  I was not scared to go at all yesterday.  I was just going to take reality for what it was.  I can’t change it immediately, I can’t...