it hurts my heart
to see the world in such a sad state
things that did not used to bother me
t h i n g s l i k e
what people say in their everyday conversations
and things on television
or the actions of ...
listen carefully
there's a price
is it harder for you to take my advice?
are you tired?
do you still want to live?
is there anything left that you're willing to give?
are you selfish?
does it set you back?
are you serious like a heart attack?
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oh. hello, blogger. didn't see you there.
i got a new set of irons. ping G10s. lengthened 3/4" bent 2 degrees, you know, since i am so tall. sweet.
i haven't shaved in like a week. i just don't really feel like it. i'm just gonna let it go. ...
i'm so sick. not physically. just. i don't know. in every other way possible.
i have about ten thousand things i want to say, but i don't even know where to begin or who i want to tell them to. i don't know. i'm sorry, but this is fucking...
so. hm.
i hate packing and moving. i haven't even started yet, and i hate it. i have moved so many times. i am excited to move into an actual house though. that will be good. and it will be good to be close to all my friends as well.
i am...