AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Feb 7, 2012, 7:02 pm
He's going to blame me when we can't go to Texas A&M. He may go without me.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Feb 2, 2012, 7:01 am
Sometimes I can't believe how lucky I am to have found someone that really cares for me and wants to spend time with me.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Jan 24, 2012, 8:35 pm
Trying not to barf since I've already taken my birth control pill. It's a real drag.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Jan 18, 2012, 4:25 pm
I hate how dumb a lot of people are. I know that's terrible, but that's how I feel. People bitching about Wikipedia being down protesting for a very important cause, people calling MLK Day the "N word" Day, people who say reading is stupid. Maybe I should stay off the internet for a while.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Dec 29, 2011, 12:29 am
Sometimes I fear falling asleep. I have scary lucid dreams I can't wake up from at times.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Dec 18, 2011, 9:26 am
I finally reached a stress breaking point last night. As soon as Michael and I decided we wanted to go to school together, I've been nothing but worried at the prospects of getting into anywhere...let alone somewhere where we both get in. And being a mathematics major, I did the math. I've applied t...
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Dec 9, 2011, 10:19 am
Exams are over! Now I've really got to get to work.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Dec 2, 2011, 2:08 pm
I need a good Christmas gift idea for a nerd. Also, hoping to get published within the year. Yeah!
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Nov 30, 2011, 4:23 pm
I have successfully burned about 600 calories without having to exercise. Life's good.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Nov 29, 2011, 5:58 pm
I am amoral. Being a nihilist, I don't believe in right and wrong, but I live in a world where everyone else does. I don't act on my belief. I don't steal, but I don't think it is wrong (among other things). Society does, and I want to live in society. So I live by its rules. Sometimes I think the ...
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Nov 27, 2011, 12:52 pm
Aha! Finally some cold weather. I love it.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Nov 11, 2011, 7:36 am

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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Nov 5, 2011, 9:12 pm
I have an irrational fear of dying naked. Makes taking showers less enjoyable.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Nov 4, 2011, 1:28 pm
I feel as though I'm getting better at the violin. I try to find time to practice every day.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Oct 30, 2011, 1:04 pm
Found this while cleaning today. It's good to know that my professors had faith in me at one point in time.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Oct 29, 2011, 8:08 am
I have dreams about mathematics. Now if only I could remember what I was thinking.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Oct 16, 2011, 9:46 pm
I feel as though within the past year that I have learned to communicate normally with other people really well. Before I had been told that I appear cold, indifferent, emotionless, and have a monotone voice. (People find it off-putting when they cannot tell what you current emotion is.) I think lat...
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Oct 16, 2011, 8:04 pm
Michael's gone to Birmingham until Thursday for a conference. I hate sleeping alone, but I hope he has fun.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Oct 13, 2011, 8:20 pm
I've always just wanted to get in my car and drive off. Never come back. I'll need a sweeter ride than my Honda CRV if I'm ever to enact this plan though.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Oct 8, 2011, 7:11 pm
I love my boyfriend. I'm so lucky.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Oct 7, 2011, 12:17 pm
I wish the weekend meant I didn't have any work to do, but, alas, that's never the case. Tired of being an undergraduate.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Oct 4, 2011, 8:09 pm
Losing my faith has been very trying. I thought for a long time that the existence of a god was unlikely, but I always thought that I needed to believe in something to keep my sanity. So I tried to make myself believe there was some grand purpose to life, and I even started going to church again.Â...
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Sep 23, 2011, 4:12 pm
My back is killing me like it does when I'm about to have a flair up. I really don't want to have to take antibiotics and steroids again.      So much homework to be done this weekend. I'm looking forward to some of it.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Sep 19, 2011, 10:37 pm
The arthritis in my knees gets inexplicably worse when the weather is rainy. It's peculiar, but I guess having arthritis when you are 23 is also peculiar.     
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Aug 30, 2011, 4:02 pm
Having one of those days where I feel really old. 
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Aug 26, 2011, 1:51 pm
This may be the first semester in which I enjoy all of the classes I'm taking.  So far Methods of Theoretical Physics and Complex Analysis are covering mostly the same material. We're just covering vector calculus right now in EM Fields, but hopefully next week, we'll actually start electrostatic...
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Aug 15, 2011, 10:12 am
My stomach is really hurting today. I think it's because I forgot to take my medicine last night, but I'm supposed to be weening myself off of it anyway. So perhaps the infection isn't entirely gone. Merr
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Aug 10, 2011, 7:22 pm
Sometimes I think people are living with their eyes closed. Otherwise, how can they seem so happy all the time?     I need a fix 'cause I'm going down.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Aug 9, 2011, 1:29 pm
Ready for Uni to start. Nur eine Woche!
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Jul 2, 2011, 8:24 am
My mother is trying to guilt me into staying home until Tuesday. It's not working.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Jun 21, 2011, 2:54 pm
A man at work smelled so distinctly of cigarette smoke that I actually threw up.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Jun 15, 2011, 10:03 am
I don't think I get enough sleep.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Jun 14, 2011, 4:04 pm
A week and a half until I go to Texas A&M for a month. I'm not really sure about this whole flying business. I hope I don't get lost. I hope my luggage doesn't get lost.    I was told to bring my Fraleigh Abstract Algebra book, so I'm curious as to what we'll be going over. I wonder if it's ju...
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Jun 8, 2011, 4:16 pm
  Makes me feel better about myself. (Not that the model wasn't pretty to begin with.)
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - May 25, 2011, 8:03 am
I'm so ready for school to start back. I really only need a summer vacation of two weeks. That's what they should do. School year round, but every couple of months two week vacations!   I'm also ready for graduate school. Everyone I graduated with or would have graduated with is moving on and...
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - May 16, 2011, 4:23 pm
I'm a nihilist, and I didn't even know it.   Bunny Lebowski: Uli doesn't care about anything. He's a Nihilist.  The Dude: Ah, that must be exhausting.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - May 12, 2011, 10:01 am
I don't know how well I'm liking this job. At least now I know that don't want to work in physics.  I don't feel like I have anything to contribute, but I guess I have only been here for a week and a half.  Sigh.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - May 4, 2011, 12:21 pm
All A's!
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Apr 29, 2011, 6:08 pm
Computational Physics is being canceled! So I signed up for Biological Anthropology and Intro. Meteorology. I love taking random classes that aren't related to math or physics.   
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Apr 26, 2011, 2:48 pm
3 more finals and a lab report! Huzzah!   Also, got an A in Advanced Calculus II. :]
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Apr 8, 2011, 7:52 am
I got a job! I'll be working on the optimization of the methodology of the detection of depleted uranium in Military firing ranges and the problem of nonlinear scattering of scandium beta radiation. Excitement! Now I can pay for school another year.    I have 9 more tests and 4 more lab repor...
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Mar 29, 2011, 7:10 pm
Went to see my adviser today. Got the new line up:  MWF Speech 10:00 (blegh) Applications of Complex Variables 11:00 Russian 3 2:00 TR Electromagnetic Fields 1 8:00 (What a horrid time for a physics class) Computational Physics 11:00 (And possibly violin lessons.)   Not too sha...
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Mar 28, 2011, 8:45 pm
I've been watching a lot of Battlestar Galactica lately. And I have to say... I wish I was a cylon!    Especially this one     Gosh, she's hot.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Mar 16, 2011, 7:17 pm
I'm really trying not to give up. I don't want to dissolve back into what I was.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Mar 9, 2011, 4:01 pm
My grandfather died Saturday. It still doesn't seem like it's happened, but he's been ill for a long time. I hated seeing him in such pain and unable to even feed himself. He used to be so happy and active, and God took away every bit that was him until he couldn't recognize us any more. Life's real...
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Feb 18, 2011, 6:19 pm
Hi AbnormalButSane! It's been 2277 (wow, that's a big number) days since you joined Xanga… Please support us by trying Xanga Premium - thanks!     6.234 years of Xanga. This is the second longest hobby I've managed to keep up.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Feb 16, 2011, 7:40 am
Sneeze count somewhere around 6 or 7. By the end of the day I will have sneezed 20-30 times.    Maybe I should see an allergy  specialist. Hmmm.   Also, I love tea and poptarts in the morning.  
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Feb 15, 2011, 4:49 pm
95% on my ACal 2 test!   Also, my sister had a baby!   Also, I think I flunked my thermal test.    2 out of 3 ain't bad!
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Feb 3, 2011, 1:31 pm
My mind's been plagued by nightmares lately. I'm not really sure why. I wish it would stop because I wake up feeling like I haven't slept at all. I suppose I'll go to lab now. Bleh.
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AbnormalButSane posted an article on AbnormalButSane's Xanga Site - Jan 30, 2011, 6:19 pm
Yet again I'm left with a thousand thoughts that I have no way of expressing. I feel I need to get it out, but when I sign into my Xanga, the words won't come. Maybe one day.
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