Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Nov 29, 2009, 8:47 am
When I started this blog, I found writing or talking about my pain therapeutic. And I could cry. Now I find my pain so intense and complex that it just unsettles me to talk or even think about it. Whe...
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Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Nov 25, 2009, 12:26 am
"NUGVCWSMWTRP"
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Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Nov 10, 2009, 6:58 pm
Shape :   A heart        Feeling :   To go down a slide..like in WEEEEEE PC Game :   First Little People ABCD from Fisher Price later Monster In...
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Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Nov 3, 2009, 5:28 pm
From a recent email exchange between me and a close friend, first his question: "Your blog entry left me in a contemplative mood - are you afraid that you will ever forget Daniel, the emotional bridg...
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Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Oct 28, 2009, 6:07 pm
I shared before how Daniel had his own ideas around making pictures: either on the computer, else with a camera or you must get someone to do it for you, like this picture where Daniel was strictly di...
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Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Oct 20, 2009, 3:42 pm
A picture of my love, my life, my dreams, heart and soul.
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Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Oct 13, 2009, 5:09 pm
Dearest Daniel My entire being still aches for you, all the same and m...
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Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Oct 6, 2009, 3:02 am
From the biography of the late actor Anthony Quinn, about his son Christoph...
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Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Sep 27, 2009, 10:34 pm
Re-establishing my ability to enjoy life turned out to be a journey on its own filled with contradicting emotions and ideas. My list below is a r...
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Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Sep 16, 2009, 4:44 am
Dearest Daniel I still think of...
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Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Sep 10, 2009, 2:42 pm
Our journey from life on earth to death to a renewed life in the next world will always be wrapped in mystery and there are many dogmas mainly based on religion, quantum physics or New Age spiritualit...
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Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Sep 6, 2009, 2:12 pm
Moments from being pregnant with Daniel… The photo was taken of me and Henry, four days before Daniel was born, not that I had any idea that his birth was so close – he wasn't expected in at ...
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Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Aug 30, 2009, 4:17 pm
I am sitting at the airport waiting to go back to Cape Town after spending the past few days with my children. Most of the time with Henry and Alecia and only a short while with Daniel, weeping at his...
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Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Aug 22, 2009, 1:12 pm
I scream when I am alone in my car driving or when there is no one around, I would put my face in my pillow and scream….until my voice is hoarse and my throat is sore and my face wet from the tears;...
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Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Aug 14, 2009, 11:05 am
Daniel made this picture end October 2008. How precious are these artworks from Daniel and how strong the knowledge that the little I have is all that there ever will be. It was another one of the d...
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Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Aug 9, 2009, 7:10 am
I sorted through some paperwork this morning and found in between the folder holding all the sympathy cards given to us when Daniel died. I opened and read some of them and my entire being filled with...
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Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Aug 4, 2009, 4:49 pm
(Taken when Daniel was 1 month old, sleeping in my arms) When I think of this web page with my story about Losing Daniel and of a Facebook group named RIP Daniel Starbuck - I know that they are two o...
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Alison Starbuck posted an article on Losing Daniel - Aug 1, 2009, 3:52 pm
Dearest Danny I am sorry that I wrote so little last month, my pain was so deep and intense that I could not even come here to remember you or talk to you. Neni and Lecia came to visit me and it is ...
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