damaged_student posted an article on damaged_student's Xanga Site - Sep 27, 2008, 9:09 pm
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I recognised today that there is no way that I can ever trust ***** again. He has let me down in so many ways and I have been left feeling scared of him. I feel in retrospect that he did use me. He used me for company to take his mind off of the fact that his wife has died and he u...
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damaged_student posted an article on damaged_student's Xanga Site - Sep 27, 2008, 9:07 pm
Last night, I posted a confession on a website. I suppose that I was feeling low as yesterday would have been the date that my baby was born...... I am not certain that I will ever be able to embrace this particular month again.... Some of the responses were quite hurtful calling m...
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damaged_student posted an article on damaged_student's Xanga Site - Sep 27, 2008, 9:06 pm
MONDAY 1 SEPTEMBER 2008 I really feel that the hurt is far too deep for me now. I still do not feel that my baby buried in his garden has anything to do with him. He wanted it dead yet talks about it being “our baby”. She is not his baby. She has no connection to him at ...
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August 2008 On the way to a Jazz festival when **** called me a “user of my brother” as apparently I “always want my brother to give me a lift in his car”. The only problem with this is that I actually have my own car and therefore have no need for my brother’s. I phoned...
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TUESDAY 17 JUNE 2008 I realised today just how important it is for **** to deny me my feelings. It is true that when I am away from him, it enables me the space to think more fully about the things that he has said. Like yesterday when we were in the country pub,...
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damaged_student posted an article on damaged_student's Xanga Site - Sep 27, 2008, 9:03 pm
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FRIDAY 14TH MARCH 2008 I had the termination today. This is the worst day of my entire life.The months of pressure, lack of support and constant threats by ***** to leave the country and seek a lectureship position alongside the constant emotional pressure and coercion had f...
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damaged_student posted an article on damaged_student's Xanga Site - Sep 27, 2008, 8:49 pm
THURSDAY 14TH FEBRUARY 2008 This evening I waited for **** at **** airport as he was returning from ****. We were waiting almost two hours for the delayed flights, which was ok, but he snapped at me in the car with my brother when I mentioned that it would h...
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Click here to claim your blog on Blogged.com FRIDAY 18TH JANUARY 2008 I have just found out that I am pregnant. I still cannot believe that this is true. I was on the pill for goodness sake. I met **** at the Centre to tell him. He did not seem best pleased. He spoke about private...
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