damaged_student posted an article on damaged_student's Xanga Site - Sep 27, 2008, 8:09 pm
I recognised today that there is no way that I can ever trust ***** again. He has let me down in so many ways and I have been left feeling scared of him. I feel in retrospect that he did use me. H...
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damaged_student posted an article on damaged_student's Xanga Site - Sep 27, 2008, 8:07 pm
Last night, I posted a confession on a website. I suppose that I was feeling low as yesterday would have been the date that my baby was born...... I am not certain that I will ever be able to embr...
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damaged_student posted an article on damaged_student's Xanga Site - Sep 27, 2008, 8:06 pm
MONDAY 1 SEPTEMBER 2008 I really feel that the hurt is far too deep for me now. I still do not feel that my baby buried in his garden has anything to do with him. He wanted it dead yet talks ab...
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damaged_student posted an article on damaged_student's Xanga Site - Sep 27, 2008, 8:05 pm
August 2008 On the way to a Jazz festival when **** called me a “user of my brother” as apparently I “always want my brother to give me a lift in his car”. The only problem with this is t...
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damaged_student posted an article on damaged_student's Xanga Site - Sep 27, 2008, 8:04 pm
TUESDAY 17 JUNE 2008 I realised today just how important it is for **** to deny me my feelings. It is true that when I am away from him, it enables me the space to think more fully about the thing...
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damaged_student posted an article on damaged_student's Xanga Site - Sep 27, 2008, 8:03 pm
FRIDAY 14TH MARCH 2008 I had the termination today. This is the worst day of my entire life.The months of pressure, lack of support and constant threats by ***** to leave the country and se...
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damaged_student posted an article on damaged_student's Xanga Site - Sep 27, 2008, 7:49 pm
THURSDAY 14TH FEBRUARY 2008 This evening I waited for **** at **** airport as he was returning from ****. We were waiting almost two hours for the delayed flights, which was ok, but he snapped ...
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damaged_student posted an article on damaged_student's Xanga Site - Sep 27, 2008, 7:47 pm
Click here to claim your blog on Blogged.com FRIDAY 18TH JANUARY 2008 I have just found out that I am pregnant. I still cannot believe that this is true. I was on the pill for goodness s...
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