edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Dec 8, 2009, 9:27 pm
The misfortune that bores me is that no one writes anymore. No one cares to add any weight to their words, no one cares to use words. Everyone has coiled in their right not to speak instead of willful...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Dec 7, 2009, 9:56 pm
If parks were recreation centers, one might suppose the birdbath to her left might have been the pool. But this wasn&...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Dec 7, 2009, 3:14 pm
Dear Astro Fan, Here is your horoscope for Monday, December 7: ...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Dec 5, 2009, 5:41 pm
Hold my hand lets chase the sun We both know something's begun Nothing feels that real without you Wanna learn so much about you Shining star I've seen your face Everything falls i...
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edit safemode posted an article on We cannot fool mother nature. - Dec 5, 2009, 1:10 pm
So my ISU is over. How well it went is anybody's guess, but I know I didn't fail, which is a lot better than it could have been. I'm so pleased, though now I have my English ISU to worry a...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Nov 30, 2009, 5:39 pm
Even after you've forgotten what it means, you'll remember my name. Any one of them, because none of them are real. Never truly able to put a smiling face to that name, you'll remember sit...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Nov 27, 2009, 6:03 pm
Dearest world, I finally understand. I'll fall quickly for talent, ambition and honesty. That about covers it. What amuses me in when people insist that physical appearance won't ever matte...
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edit safemode posted an article on We cannot fool mother nature. - Nov 27, 2009, 4:04 pm
So things have been slowly rising recently. My ISU seems to be coming together, and I cut it off so that I could play it a lot better. It's on Tuesday, which means it'll be the end of that. Af...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Nov 24, 2009, 2:53 pm
Someone humiliate me, I love being humbled. Maybe today I'm a different person and maybe I'm changing, but becoming more boisterous and unnecessary is silly. I hate the feeling of being loud. ...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Nov 20, 2009, 3:03 pm
I remember childhood. I remember the intoxication of swift and dreadful passes of emotion, of becoming swept into one thing and dumbfounded by the next; I remember. I remember swings, and the mindles...
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edit safemode posted an article on We cannot fool mother nature. - Nov 17, 2009, 7:45 pm
I suppose lying is bad, but it worked out nicely in this case, because I said I was finished, but I guess that just meant a temporary hiatus until I figured something to write about. Now, though, I ha...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Nov 8, 2009, 9:18 am
Beyond others, I return to self and with the closing of a novel, I find myself growing older, some ow wiser and in someways my belligerent counterpart in a game of creation. I question the decadence o...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Nov 6, 2009, 5:14 pm
To learn of your limited necessity in any person's life is disturbed. My stomach is sick and I can no longer pretend to be well. Wasting in my discernment, I have to question myself. I have to que...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Nov 3, 2009, 9:47 pm
Release. I don't have to do things right and it doesn't have to go my way. Things are fine, or things will be okay. Somehow. Some day. Some days. And so it goes.
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Nov 3, 2009, 2:56 pm
Some people are just useless to other people. Make me laugh. So it goes.
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Nov 3, 2009, 2:54 pm
In some ways, yes. In some ways I recognize that in some places I'm just... I can't even write about this? How silly. This is where it ends. I hate you. I mean something nearer the opposite, ...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Nov 3, 2009, 2:42 pm
I love these little reconnects I'm having with people I've known for years. I'm so glad that they're around because somehow my life went to shit in the past few months and dealing with...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Nov 2, 2009, 6:34 pm
Just like that, huh? Yep. Just like that.
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Nov 2, 2009, 5:41 pm
Of course you were. You poor devilish dears. In some ways, I've come to the conclusion that those who are unable to feel are fortunate, and those who are unable to express are doomed. It's re...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Nov 1, 2009, 1:15 am
I am okay. And I smell like honey and laundry and baby perfume. How wonderful. How how how how how how...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Nov 1, 2009, 12:41 am
It occurs to me that the only way two people can truly be sisters is after they bury a man in the front yard of their mother's house and use magic to keep him dead. Only sisters, after sharing a s...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Oct 31, 2009, 2:11 pm
And thank goodness for good people. Once in a while, the world pays its due. todoki nai omoi daite naite naite mo kuyashii dake
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Oct 30, 2009, 8:35 pm
If only I could keep her. It's interesting the way the world sings itself to sleep and torments the chaos around it. At one moment, I thought we were past this, but everyone is a gawking manic, w...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Oct 13, 2009, 6:57 pm
If not for her brilliance, I'd reject the idea, but I have to take everything she says at least a bit literally, if only for sake of sanity. It really makes me laugh though, I haven't consider...
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edit safemode posted an article on We cannot fool mother nature. - Oct 12, 2009, 8:17 pm
And after thirteen real posts, my fourteenth is a subtle farewell. I suppose I've written enough for this thing and I don't want it the way I wanted it during the summer. It's a little hid...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Oct 12, 2009, 12:42 am
I don't know when it started happening, but I find myself not looking people in the eye anymore. It needs to stop, but I'm guessing I can't trust anyone's stare. I read deeply, and I d...
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edit safemode posted an article on We cannot fool mother nature. - Oct 9, 2009, 10:45 pm
It's unfortunate, I suppose, that I haven't posted too much. The world has been dull, I suppose, and I haven't hand much to say. Going on about school didn't ever seem interesting to m...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Oct 7, 2009, 5:52 pm
Oh goodness. When I'm older, I'll be a lady. It's simply mandatory. These movies from the fifties are so inspiring. I love classy women. I love classy women. They're just so beautiful...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Oct 7, 2009, 4:58 pm
And somehow in the midst of nothing, we learn to smile. We learn to prosper and give ourselves hope. Our skin trickles among the best of them, confusing satiny blood with beautiful rain and somehow, w...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Oct 6, 2009, 10:33 pm
Even when we sink, we know better. We learn and grow. We struggle. That's what people do. They struggle for each other until one of them collapses. Then the other one gives up and the whole words ...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Oct 6, 2009, 10:15 pm
You know that feeling when you escape the world for a few minutes until someone waves a hand in front of your face or pokes you in the arm or shouts really loudly? It's been happening to me a lot ...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 29, 2009, 11:53 pm
After browsing a few old entries, I can rightly say that my least favourite phrase - rather, one of them - is 'I love you too'. There's considerable doubt in the sincerity of this phrase,...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 29, 2009, 7:41 pm
In all the tremors of yesterday, I hadn't posted, though I've plenty to post. A few accomplishments have been made. To start, I've decided to read one hundred works by my next birthday. I&...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 28, 2009, 1:22 am
It's incredible the way that people go on. I have to wonder how much of what anyone says is the hand-to-heaven truth, and which part exists only for sake of skepticism. I have become critical of e...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 26, 2009, 12:58 am
I'm beginning to think I'm alone in this quest for knowledge. The world is leaving me behind to go on another route as I study and search for more interesting ideals by which to run my life. I...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 24, 2009, 3:42 pm
Daily Horoscope reads: An emotional roller coaster has you feeling both elated and a bit terrified. Set your sights as high as you can imagine and let time do the scaling back to make things realistic...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 24, 2009, 3:29 pm
I have been rolling around each day, dwarfed in my own illness. I have to wonder how much of it I can blame on weather and sleeping habits and poor nutrition. As a matter of fact, I thought my eating ...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 23, 2009, 9:21 pm
Everyone is moving in various directions and today I sat at home wondering where the better part of my skin went. I have to question my own essence. I have to wonder how human I've become during t...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 19, 2009, 9:56 am
Dearest Charlotte, It sounds like you're leveling your own jealousy to make up for the lost cares of human beings. Oh Mrs. Brown, You read me too well. I have to wonder where little girls get...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 18, 2009, 3:40 pm
Oh Charlotte, Sometimes we get sick with our own causes. You'll have to remember that the rest of us exist and that forgetting is the same as dying. I don't know what your intentions are, but...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 17, 2009, 9:50 pm
My Dearest Charlotte, To begin, I hope you're happy on today of all days: your birthday. The fabrication of wit should be at its peak today and I'm proud to say you're aging well. I have ...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 17, 2009, 12:09 am
Lovely Charlotte, It occurs to me that you're completely forgetting something every time you write. No one wants a friend who disappears. You have a habit of simply going about in your nonchalant...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 15, 2009, 10:35 pm
From the ranks of the freaks who suspect they could never love anyone.
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 15, 2009, 6:58 pm
Here we are, bowing our heads and saying our thank yous. Waiting for the moments in which our heroes will return and make us brighter instead of reaching. We're all victims of this, don't you ...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 14, 2009, 9:36 pm
People ask the silliest questions, wouldn't you say so? It's really quite criminal the way that we let ourselves cringe beneath infertile subjects while we wade around hoping someone else migh...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 14, 2009, 6:49 pm
And separately, if only I could keep her. Seriously. Being out of reach is so troublesome. So is being subhuman, but that's a different problem. More water so that I can confess without my voice ...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 13, 2009, 12:08 am
"No is the saddest experience you'll ever know." But my answer is more likely yes. I did notice. I find it so intriguing the way a person stares strangely when you've noticed something they w...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 12, 2009, 7:58 pm
It's almost as though I could speak with myself and make no faults in the world. I ask all the right questions and give the best answers. A Virgo is good in its response, you realize. I have to qu...
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edit safemode posted an article on We cannot fool mother nature. - Sep 12, 2009, 1:36 pm
I'm managed the first week of school without a single post, but this too will be a short one. School is just weird now; I feel I'm not existing completely there. Just another wave of individua...
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edit safemode posted an article on Don't you ever ask for money. - Sep 12, 2009, 2:21 am
I don't know what I'd been waiting for, but it occurs to me that searching doesn't make any sense. I'm simply going to have to make this quite clear and quite obvious. Today there are ...
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