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girlymac posted an article on girlymac's Xanga Site - Dec 31, 1969, 7:00 pm
Yeah. My body is falling apart on me.  Still having 1-2 dizzy episodes daily....I'm taking Meclizine to make them less severe.  Too bad it also makes me practically narcoleptic. The IV that was put in en route to the hospital somehow managed to get infected.....my left arm is swollen from elbow to...
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girlymac posted an article on girlymac's Xanga Site - Dec 31, 1969, 7:00 pm
I've been watching 17 Kids and Counting on TLC recently.  I'm constantly astonished that there isn't chaos in their house.  In fact, it seems like everyone is so serene and content with their role in the family.  Their house is AMAZING....it's hard to believe they can make such a huge space so ho...
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girlymac posted an article on girlymac's Xanga Site - Dec 31, 1969, 7:00 pm
So I'm taking rat poison.  No seriously - they have me on Coumadin, which originally was a rat poison.  While taking it, I have to be careful not to bruise or cut myself, as it thins the blood so much that i could bleed to death without knowing it.  Isn't that just fabu? If that weren't enough, I...
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girlymac posted an article on girlymac's Xanga Site - Dec 31, 1969, 7:00 pm
*gone*
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girlymac posted an article on girlymac's Xanga Site - Dec 31, 1969, 7:00 pm
...and he was my father.  I have spent my life wondering why he chose not to be a part of mine.  Unfortunately, it appears that question will  never be answered.  Yesterday, I was contacted by a kind person who found a forum post from 2000 on ancestry.com.  He recognized my father's characteris...
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girlymac posted an article on girlymac's Xanga Site - Dec 31, 1969, 7:00 pm
You know that lovely sweater you bought years ago and loved it for a long time, then it suddenly became uncomfortable and you just can't stand it anymore?  That is what Xanga feels like to me these days. Hmm.
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girlymac posted an article on girlymac's Xanga Site - Dec 31, 1969, 7:00 pm
I'm trying to make my xanga more attractive so I will want to come here.  I think I'm happy with this, it projects how I feel these days. Yeah. I'm dealing with a lot of feelings these days.....I feel lost in my own skin, so it's not just here.
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girlymac posted an article on girlymac's Xanga Site - Dec 31, 1969, 7:00 pm
Xanga has very little draw to me lately.  I read my subs, but blogging doesn't stir me as it used to. I've been down with the super-flu that is circulating for almost 2 weeks now.  I have lost an absurd amount of weight during that time - enough that my dr. is threatening hospitalization if I lose...
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girlymac posted an article on girlymac's Xanga Site - Dec 31, 1969, 7:00 pm
I'm sorry, xanga.  It's time for us to break up.  I can give the multitude of reasons any person gives when breaking up with someone....we've grown apart, things have changed, I just don't love you anymore....well, that last one isn't true.  I've been with alot of you for the entire 8 years I've...
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girlymac posted an article on girlymac's Xanga Site - Dec 31, 1969, 7:00 pm
Things are a bit scary right now. Saturday (last week) I started having dizzy spells.   They weren't anything big, just a little woozy and then they were gone, fifteen seconds at the longest.  By Monday, they hadn't gone away so I figured I would see my dr.  They get me right in Tuesday, dr. che...
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