Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Dec 6, 2009, 10:09 am
So, OK, I’ve moved into my new place for a little while now. It’s OK, I got no major complaints except that my parking is off-street and my car has already been broken into already. And even so, s...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Nov 28, 2009, 12:29 pm
I wish I had better news to write about, and I wish I was a more inspiring person, but I’m still very, very stuck. Lonely, mistrustful, paranoid, misanthrope, those are words to describe me by r...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Nov 20, 2009, 8:18 am
Soooo … I got those wigs. The R10 one is really a human hair wig, so an incredible bargain! Yay, me. The other one isn’t how I expected it though, I’ll have to work on it to get it my style....
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Nov 17, 2009, 3:18 pm
Cool bananas. I ordered that wig … and I actually ordered another wig – a human hair wig for only R10!!! (That’s less than $1.5 for those on the other side of the Atlantic) I do wond...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Nov 17, 2009, 3:06 pm
When I watched Pink Floyd’s The Wall a while ago, I promised I’d try break the wall I was building around myself. Sad to say, a few months later, I’ve done nothing but solidify it, l...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Nov 15, 2009, 1:48 pm
So, I went shopping today to try get outta my depression. Bought some new black converse hi-tops, just looked around for home stuff elsewhere … feelings: anxious, avoidant. I also figured out h...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Nov 14, 2009, 12:20 pm
Of all the things to break me, I never thought it would be a guy. And actually, I refuse to let that happen. Just had a decent workout (cause I’m getting a bit flabby ) and feeling better about my...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Nov 14, 2009, 12:19 pm
I’m a little obsessive compulive regarding my crossdressing. While I may not actually let it rule my life, I do still find my thoughts lingering to how I can improve my wardrobe, appearance, etc. R...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Nov 12, 2009, 12:59 pm
So, I took on some extra responsibilities at work with no income increase. Should be kinda fun though, proving myself to more people. Otherwise, I move into my new apartments soon and it’s pret...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Nov 11, 2009, 12:24 pm
I got a number for a phsychiatrist. I’m not sure I wanna call her, I’m not sure I wanna take medication, I’m not sure about anything really. A part of me wants to sulk and be angry at the world,...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Nov 7, 2009, 5:12 am
A lot of guys are totally turned on by porn. I’m not, and oy, I actually find it the biggest turnoff evar, I’d even go so far as to say I feel nauseous. Gay porn, straight porn, trans porn...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Nov 5, 2009, 1:05 pm
I deeply struggle with my social difficulties, especially as of late. I get ignored by the apathetic, and it eats at me – I strike out at them in pathetic self-defence, but I willingly ignore those ...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Nov 3, 2009, 11:56 am
Well, I sorta officially have an apartment now. I start moving in in December, so I gotta buy furniture and stuff. Also wanna buy some art to individualize the place a bit. Otherwise, I was supposed ...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Oct 31, 2009, 2:18 pm
So I was going to pick up my ex-girlfriend to go to the Halloween party. I got all dressed up, went outside and thought it was cool to be outside dressed as a girl without much concern about it, ride ...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Oct 30, 2009, 1:27 pm
Going to a Halloween party tomorrow with my ex-girlfriend. As a girl (duh)
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Oct 29, 2009, 1:59 pm
Bored. Took that COGIATI test and came out with a score of 100 – which means I’m androgynous. Then took the SAGE test and came out with 620, and a confused analysis saying I look, interac...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Oct 25, 2009, 3:17 pm
After being half-in-half-out of a relationship for the past three weeks, I’m finally officially single again. I put up a profile on some online dating thing, but I don’t really expect anything to...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Oct 24, 2009, 4:55 am
I thought it was the end, it was instead another beginning. Apologies for deleting all previous posts. I tried to destroy my past, with intent to destroy myself in the process. But I have regained cl...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Oct 22, 2009, 9:49 am
Want so sorely to just give up. Can’t.
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Oct 12, 2009, 2:20 pm
Don’t know what the title means, but I’m just writing here, no pattern, no sense of direction, just my mind to they keyboard. So what’s up in my little life … well, my EX-boyf...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Oct 10, 2009, 2:42 pm
The AFI song “Too shy to scream” pretty much (embarrassingly) sums my interactions with others.
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Oct 10, 2009, 2:40 pm
I guess I’m overly neurotic, my ex-boyfriend didn’t get back to me cause he left his cellphone in his locker at work. I still haven’t seen him yet though, and I haven’t told h...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Oct 4, 2009, 12:30 pm
I’ve tried to break up with my boyfriend, but he’s just ignoring me – so I don’t know what to really think. All I really know is that now I’m all alone again – and still with no friends. ...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Oct 3, 2009, 4:51 am
I have HSDPA access at home now. The connection is on-off-on-off … but it’s fine, it’s the area I stay in. Still not going to interact much online … I find it a little awkward...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Oct 2, 2009, 11:12 am
I’m stuck. Like a hamster in a wheel, I just keep going round the same routines and experiencing the same emotions. It’s difficult to escape. Being in a relationship has added more pressure on m...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Sep 22, 2009, 11:06 am
I’ve had a boyfriend for a while now but it still somewhat bothers me that people would think I’m gay, or even bi-sexual. I’m comfortable having a boyfriend, even in public (in the right atmosp...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Sep 19, 2009, 4:16 am
Once again I’m sorry for completely ignoring this blog. It’s pretty much dying a slow death anyway, but that’s mostly my fault for not bothering to update it often. It’s also become more diff...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Sep 10, 2009, 4:20 pm
OK, haven’t updated in a while, so before I completely abandon this blog, I’d better do some attempted update. Firstly, the thing with my ex-girlfriend was going OK but I can’t hang...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Aug 30, 2009, 3:09 pm
Ok,so this weekend I went to a gay club again with my boyfriend. Also had two drag queens along for the ride. I didn’t go in drag, but from previous experience the one told me I’m fugly a...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Aug 24, 2009, 4:39 pm
So, I’m turning 25 soon. Wow, so early it seems too. I used to believe wholly that I’d be dead by the time I hit 25, and I think I was partially correct – I’ve certainly changed somewhat durin...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Aug 8, 2009, 8:59 am
My ex-girlfriend has unexpectedly popped back into my life, seeking friendship. And this just as I have a boyfriend. I like her, so I’m gonna see where it goes. She knew about the crossdressing, bu...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Aug 3, 2009, 2:36 pm
I’ve uploaded some more guy pics of me to the “Pictures of the ‘real’ me” page. One of the them shows off my new boots. Also uploaded some new girl pics to Flickr after ...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Aug 3, 2009, 9:17 am
OK, a few changes have happened in my little life. Firstly, I’ve noticed that since taking the MDMA last week I feel like dancing a whole lot more. I love to dance to music now, but don’t do it ...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Jul 30, 2009, 5:04 am
I’ve fired my therapist. I can’t talk to her, it’s a waste of my time and a huge waste of my money. I can’t trust someone I have to pay to listen to me.
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Jul 28, 2009, 2:31 am
This little angel had a weekend of sin. Well, not too much, and nothing I’m ashamed of. So I took two MDMA pills, and was kinda disappointed nothing noticeable happened to me. I also smoke a bit o...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Jul 24, 2009, 6:35 am
OK, well something new will probably happen this weekend. I’m going to be taking ecstasy this weekend. I’m a little conflicted over it, I mean it’s gonna be an awesome experience, b...
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Hilary Hall posted an article on The TG diary of Hilary Hall - Jul 23, 2009, 3:39 am
Some clarity, a small measure of self-assurance in who I am in this crazy world. I am asexual. I find the vagina equally unpleasant to look at as the penis. Sex is too intimate for the distant mind ...
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