Lena Vanelslander

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For the ones living for the night

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Nov 2, 2011, 11:47 am
I'm living but I used to be barely living so I've made some progress for now, I think.
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Quills are made to be there and quills are...

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Aug 10, 2011, 5:47 am
Quills are made to be there and quills are made to be broken Dark moods swaying over the landscape rolling in like thunder I do my best but it isn't much maybe somewhere sometime a life is possible for me time to get a grip time to dissolve in the cur...
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The lefties won on all major administrative elections in Italy! :-)

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - May 31, 2011, 9:54 am
Life is just a trap waiting for you to risk yourself but once you're caught there is no way out. A viral motion sucking you into time that dissolves as if it never existed but we don't give up, ever, while it keeps raining, while the angels keep weeping and little could sooth me as if I would have f...
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"Some days I feel like my shadow is casting me"

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Apr 20, 2011, 5:07 am
For those who would be looking for me I'm not there anymore In case you are doubting: I found something better Or better yet someone better. Not to judge the past Not to judge a person I loved what I had at the time when I had it But I wasn't hap...
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Alone in your head

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Apr 20, 2011, 5:04 am
You were there when the sun shined in our faces when the day laught us ahead Until the dark clouds started gathering pretending evil days weren't coming instead But where were you when the sky started crying when the drops of rain rolled down our faces? You wanted...
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Artistic Ability and Mental Problems: Is There A Link? (guestpost by Louise Baker!)

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Mar 23, 2011, 7:27 am
Artistic Ability and Mental Problems: Is There A Link? Evidence has supported the claim that there is in fact a link between creativity and certain types of mental disorders for hundreds of years. The specific relationship between the two is apparent when you examine what mental disorders have...
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Heartbreaker.

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Feb 7, 2011, 2:52 am
He thought life was easy until he met you. With your vicious ways, your swirling hair and your radiant smile. All a man could want, all he could desire. And just that touch of strange Mad like a clown To sway his mind like a siren sways a ship. But you refu...
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Ennui

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Jan 20, 2011, 5:42 am
I've done the math, it didn't count. All the days and years of endless boredom. Of waiting for the next best thing, trapped inside your mind like a lifetime prison sentence. Maybe one day we'll be free, maybe one day we won't feel so oppressed. But when does that day come? Tell me ... A...
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Struggle for Life

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Jan 12, 2011, 8:48 am
7.53 Another morning ritual. Trying to fill the loose ends of time in the early morning is a task. 7.54 I've done about everything, too early to work and too late to go back to sleep. 7.55 Trying to avoid the nausea of life at all cost. My mind is a snakepit, filled wi...
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It seems like yesterday since I last wrote ... and...

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Dec 30, 2010, 5:39 am
It seems like yesterday since I last wrote ... and yet it's been a while. Between work, household, love, books and music there is left so little time ... Just a word of thanks to you my readers for your time and enthousiasm. And I will return, soon!
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You don't see the bruises ... you can't foresee the...

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Nov 18, 2010, 10:11 am
You don't see the bruises ... you can't foresee the pain. It's intense, so deep and yet so volatile, in vain. He slapped my head once more while he uttered for the millionth time the same old words again: "You're a loser and you'll never win. I hate for you to be my shadow as you put nothing ...
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The Lord has spoken

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Nov 18, 2010, 9:55 am
Come to the Lord and say a prayer! Whatever your Lord is, Believe without condition No matter what his churches say No matter what they do Believe everything they say or else you're a heretic too. Why not leave it all behind And choose the path...
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Mothers

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Nov 17, 2010, 1:35 pm
There's a surprise for you! Why did she think I would have been pregnant? I hadn't seen her for ages, neither people she knew, so it wasn't my weight ... She opened the door, a sigh of relief on her face, thank God she thought ... She isn't. The surprise was we came to visit, the t...
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Where hearts have no conquerors ...

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Nov 15, 2010, 10:48 am
Let's just rest and let the wind blow through our hair, while the mountains quake and the trees shake their leaves. Towards another destiny, a new world ... where greed is only a word without significance, hunger doesn't belong in a dictionary and money is only an archeological object. Let's ...
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We.

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Nov 15, 2010, 3:01 am
I thought I was the eternal loner, roaming around the world, around the boundaries of existence. My life was a mess upside down and turned around nothing was for the best. Until I met him a loner just like me roaming his way through life, roa...
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All that's left

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Oct 29, 2010, 3:48 am
All that's left are the ruins of before nothing but a tangible evidence of human's urge for more. All the rest's gone up in smoke songs, love, hate and life everything of value everything of true gold. Humans are selfish and that will be their d...
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Stancha

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Oct 22, 2010, 1:23 pm
Per una volta sono stancha, stancha di persistere stancha di pensare a tutto che devo ancora fare anche stancha di morire. Ma persistero la sola cosa che voglio è sola un po di tempo per me stesso per leggere, inventare, scoprire le misteri di un pas...
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Work kills creativity

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Sep 17, 2010, 10:14 am
Work kills creativity and nothing more After two years sabbatical the return is hard hard like a brick reality in your face like a brick. But we all need money to get by ... And that's how it works, so for now let's swim.
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It's dangerous for me to write right now, it...

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Aug 29, 2010, 3:20 pm
It's dangerous for me to write right now, it always is ... I've had a few drinks after a tough couple of days And as I'm used to writing my heart's desire or rather - what bothers me I should keep quiet ... And for this time I will But there is a we...
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Childless

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Aug 22, 2010, 10:21 am
Have you ever born a child? No Why not? I fear it ... I fear it will ruin my life. I fear it will bring pain. and I fear I won't be a good mother. But it will bring pain And I'm not ready for it.
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The Lion

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Aug 5, 2010, 7:09 am
Another year changed, turbulent and wild. Where the horses are born, stallions galop into the horizon to be burnt by the evening sun. A word more, a word less, does it matter when you think about the progress? "If all else fails you can still whip the horses eye" I'm not sure if I whipp...
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Moon river

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Jul 10, 2010, 3:17 pm
Let's not fall in love just for a while you can have everything you want after everything you desire ... But, just for a moment, consider me a human being. Talk to me, make my mind dance and especially make me swear ... swear until the gods bring me d...
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Chronicles from the accutely tired.

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Jun 26, 2010, 3:07 am
The girl with the golden earring never knew her fate. But all I can think of is a decent bed and sleep. The traveling has wearied me and instead of resting I'm running around all day, doing everything and nothing at all. The only consolation is my return, but that too ... is another trip of 13...
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Preparing my next book?

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Jun 23, 2010, 6:37 am
It might be and might come to that let's just see the guts I have.
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For you my love

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Jun 19, 2010, 7:59 am
Paradise was a place Where I never had been. That only existed in the mind of idolatry in the mind of deceit. Happiness may come a long way it may not come at all but my patience and perseverance were rewarded with an oasis of joy, you my lov...
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I feel defeated in advance like energy is slowly...

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Jun 15, 2010, 5:41 am
I feel defeated in advance like energy is slowly sipping away your blood once boiling now calmly ... calmly flowing to the sea. But I won't give in I know this feeling too well and I will beat it till my blood boils again.
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And then it hit me ...

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Jun 11, 2010, 5:32 am
I'm part of the working class girls again ... but I don't want to be a hero, let alone a heroïn. Those who follow me produce their image of me themselves and I'm not responsable for what they perceive me. All I needed was hope and belief and someone gave it to me, it doesn't make her a heroïn, but...
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To never sleep again ...

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - May 26, 2010, 4:54 am
There is this book called 'To never sleep again' It haunted me - for years I must say. An academic whose sole life purpose is to prove that comets can obtain alien micro life forms. Why did it haunt me? As the main character turns his back desillusioned and decided to give up, the narrator des...
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My Sisyphus

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - May 21, 2010, 4:51 am
Undestined feelings of belonging Undestined sentiment of death if this is my utopia I will gladly rest til my day of glory comes where I know that I have loved, hated and cried suffocated into happiness and risen into the pain My day of glory co...
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I used to believe in the good old days

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - May 10, 2010, 5:21 am
I used to believe in the good old days The days of sorrowful eyes where rain were angels' tears and nobody wondered why ... except me. I used to ... Now I believe in the days to come the days of possible joy where butterflies surround the sun loo...
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this strangled life

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - May 4, 2010, 6:33 am
Let's strangle opportunity into the dark corners of the mind where all repressed memories roam where joy is still a shadow waiting to be born. Let me roam the darkness Not for ever, just for now So my mind can feel at ease again In this regulated and...
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Vortex

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Apr 28, 2010, 5:26 am
Relentlessly drawn downwards as if it means nothing at all Relentlessly drugged as if it means nothing at all But tomorrow Things will be better they don't have to but they will
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In between my lines

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Apr 19, 2010, 5:12 am
If you could read in between my lines what would they tell you? Would you finaly grasp who I am? Or does it still scare you Someone who seems to be ungraspable high above in the clouds with body, soul and mind. For me, there is nothing not to be grasped abou...
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Aren't we all masters in a way Where mutual...

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Apr 17, 2010, 6:19 am
Aren't we all masters in a way Where mutual exchange takes place? Aren't we all servants to this life of disarray? Aren't we all doomed To bear what comes? And above all, aren't we all dead when our time has come? The master and the servant, the serv...
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Soon ...

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Apr 17, 2010, 6:13 am
I saw your name up front like no one else would ever do I sacrificied my heart for people unworthy of you but I found another way or the way found me I met another traveler who volunteered to accompany me my lover, I hardly write about you ...
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Love is a precious thing the most precious of...

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Apr 15, 2010, 3:12 pm
Love is a precious thing the most precious of it all ... something not to joke around with so I won't ... I really won't.
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Songs of heavens before

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Apr 15, 2010, 3:16 am
I sang into the open air where noone could hear a word I sang for flowers, butterflies and towers but all I got was silence unheard. Maybe it's for the better Maybe it's for the best My voice would give no meaning To the words written down from above. ...
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Tired stories from the hells above Tired hands resting on...

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Apr 14, 2010, 7:23 am
Tired stories from the hells above Tired hands resting on love Tired faces of miracles unseen Tired eyes of beauty and misery in between. I'ld love to see you this morning in a velvet gown of lilies I hope you'll find my eyes twinkling again For a newfound joy I ne...
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I thought of you this morning And what you put...

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Apr 13, 2010, 11:33 am
I thought of you this morning And what you put me through The time you said We couldn't rest.
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Interview on Quills of Fire!

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Apr 2, 2010, 4:03 am
Read my interview on Quills of Fire on http://www.hercircleezine.com !! Buy your copy for 15 euros: Just don't forget to mention your address ;). Thank you!
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It does matter you know

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Mar 23, 2010, 7:44 am
So many people ... so many lives ... ruined. It does matter you know ... when sombody of violent character threatens you with death, when somebody tries to rape you, when somebody close to you hits you like a boxing ball. Where, how, who ... matters so little It leaves it's mark Scars ...
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A longdistancecall? What do they want this time? I had...

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Feb 18, 2010, 10:25 am
A longdistancecall? What do they want this time? I had a dream And then came Love I had to choose I lost both, eitherway. My exes haunt me in my dreams The most shallow ones first. A vision of a bedroom The one from my first love While listening to the breathing Of an unimportant approach. How ...
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A blank slate A future Still to be written.

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Feb 18, 2010, 10:24 am
A blank slate A future Still to be written.
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I loved to see you cry The anger of your...

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Feb 13, 2010, 2:07 am
I loved to see you cry The anger of your tears welling down in a fountain of pain the outburst after the drop the fury of the passion Maybe it's just me Maybe it's the world But it shows ... emotion and passion still invoke fear.
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"Let's say grace"

Lena Vanelslander posted an article on - Jan 30, 2010, 11:41 am
For that rosebud that never saw the light of day For each leaf destroyed to hear that adorable crisp For each animal butchered to savour that delicious taste. For the millions of poor who don't get a chance For the millions of nimrods who think they know the way For the millions of depressed wh...
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About Me

I have a slightly chaotic, dark mind which you will surely notice in my writings. I started writing poetry in my twenties. Several poems have been published ... (cfr. mainly in The Stray Branch and Savage Manners)

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