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Feb 6, 2012, 2:39 am
tears are the pop off valves of the soul.
when the pressures of life weigh heavy upon us
sometimes it’s alright to shed a tear
because those tears relieve pressure
it’s alright to cry
but don’t cry as if you have no hope
but cry with a degree of certainty
that one day Jesus is able to ... Comment - Like
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Oct 29, 2011, 12:07 am
He is becoming unraveled. I’m starting to think that what he doesn’t need is a girlfriend. What he does need is professional help (or an exorcist). There was a point in my life when I couldn’t live without him. But now I don’t know. I was ready to leave again last night. Lately I... Comment - Like
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Oct 11, 2011, 10:40 am
I’ve discussed at length how depressed I’ve been and I think that God has answered my prayers in granting me a new lease on life. Comment - Like
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Sep 29, 2011, 3:15 am
feeling small and insignificant. just some random person. if I disappear it would be as if I were never here. Comment - Like
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Aug 28, 2011, 10:32 pm
On Thursday I removed another scrap of paper from the Prayer Box Terique gave me. I found a Job which I start on Monday. Comment - Like
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Aug 12, 2011, 6:57 pm
Have you ever felt that when you love someone it did more harm than good. In re-evaluating myself and my circumstance, I discovered that I’ve been a horrible friend when times are hard. Comment - Like
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Jul 16, 2011, 11:55 am
Terique and I have this unspoken book reading competition and so far he’s beating me. Now I was going to take the time to read and catch up to him in our current series: Game of thrones. But I would be hard-pressed to ingest the word of God. herein lies the caveat; Where do I begin? ... Comment - Like
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Jul 1, 2011, 10:24 pm
My life’s brand new. I’ve relocated to Florida and all prospects are daunting. My Brother passed away on Friday June 17th. Cause of Death is still unknown and pending further study. There looms, so much uncertainty in our lives, that our faith in God has been tested. I ponder the ... Comment - Like
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Jun 18, 2011, 11:38 pm
It feels so unreal. Friday night was my nightmare. It’s still my nightmare. it’s funny how when someone dies we just can’t believe it. It’s like we get infuriated when they don’t answer. I keep playing the scene over and over in my head and I just know tonight, I’m gonna wake up in ... Comment - Like
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Jun 11, 2011, 7:27 pm
It was one of those dreary days. Not real wintry, just the kind of day that was best spent in doors sipping coffee or a latte. But not for me. I had to go against the grain. I was at Barnes and Nobles moaning and groaning on the phone. Recalling how much I missed Borders Books. Terique w... Comment - Like
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Jun 7, 2011, 8:30 pm
The Vice President of Customer Support (didn’t know there was such a thing) walks off the job (leaving tire tracks, I might add) and calls in 2 hours later saying:
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Jun 1, 2011, 11:59 am
after careful self-analysis, I’ve determined that I’m very goal oriented when it comes to work. Comment - Like
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May 25, 2011, 4:17 pm
After a long discussion with Terique last week and part of today, it occurred to me (God I’m so obtuse) that God has been trying to get my attention. Comment - Like
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May 3, 2011, 6:46 am
good morning, readers, if there are any. maybe there aren’t. nevertheless, this was created for my own therapeutic needs.
Yesterday was my coming out day. I came out of the spiritual closet. I need to show God that I love him and I know that I haven’t been living as a spiritual bein... Comment - Like
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Apr 6, 2011, 5:10 pm
I’ve died and gone to SPIKETV hell!!!
spent the day listening to guys argue about which was better:
charcoal or gas grill?
why does it matter? Comment - Like
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Nov 10, 2010, 6:54 am
Reading this book, really put things into perspective for me…. And no amount of million dollar words or diction can really cover up Comment - Like
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Nov 4, 2010, 3:16 am
Some folks say they don’t attend church because there are hypocrites in the pews. There are hypocrites in all walks of life. One cannot pattern ones lifestyle after that of another. You are bound to falter should you do that. Mom always used to say "if your friends jumped off a bridge, would you d... Comment - Like
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Nov 4, 2010, 3:16 am
Some folks say they don’t attend church because there are hypocrites in the pews. There are hypocrites in all walks of life. One cannot pattern ones lifestyle after that of another. You are bound to falter should you do that. Mom always used to say "if your friends jumped off a bridge, would you d... Comment - Like
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Oct 16, 2010, 2:02 pm
guitars strummin in the background
thoughts hummin in my foreground
I’d like to spend the day at home to reflect. Comment - Like
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Sep 25, 2010, 9:54 pm
I think it’s time for the bear to come out of hibernation. I’ve been on a self-imposed social hiatus for about 2 years . Haven’t been out to have fun since that work event which involved going out to Captain’s cove for cheap alcoholic drinks and Swedish meatballs. Yes, the very h... Comment - Like
Meshia F. posted an article on
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Sep 25, 2010, 9:54 pm
I think it’s time for the bear to come out of hibernation. I’ve been on a self-imposed social hiatus for about 2 years . Haven’t been out to have fun since that work event which involved going out to Captain’s cove for cheap alcoholic drinks and Swedish meatballs. Yes, the very h... Comment - Like
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Sep 8, 2010, 5:08 am
I haven’t come back here lately because I’m at a loss for words. It might be quite easy to write enlightening and idealistic posts but in reality it tends to alienate the average human. I know I’m not perfect and thus far I’ve been recording my epiphanies and my moments of progress. Howev... Comment - Like
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Aug 29, 2010, 12:16 am
There is something about a good old gospel hymn that stirs the warmth and brings peace down deep in the soul. It’s hard to put into words so all I can do is say that it is the best feeling of contentment there is to be had. Maybe that’s why I don’t like secular “gospel” music that mu... Comment - Like
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Aug 22, 2010, 2:57 pm
After giving it much thought, I’ve found that every time I record my thoughts or problems in this blog that I receive enlightenment from God himself. It is a sort of comforting revelation. But, what I’ve come to discuss today is my on going struggle. It is one of the strongholds I have y... Comment - Like
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Aug 15, 2010, 10:00 pm
One of the most frustrating aspects of my daily routine is working at a bank cow-towing to overly priviledged customers who have the nerve to call in with conniption fits because they don’t know how to use the automated phone system. Of all the things to harangue about? You would ca... Comment - Like
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Aug 5, 2010, 8:59 am
In keeping with our last discussion – well my soliloquy—about my need for a complete overhaul, Comment - Like
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Aug 4, 2010, 1:32 am
sometimes I look at my life and compare it to others and somehow the grass is always greener. somehow they accomplish things so much easier than I do. I seem to fail at the simplest of obstacles and everyday requires motivation for me to get up and get back on that hamster’s wheel. this ... Comment - Like
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Jul 30, 2010, 10:15 pm
Romans 8:6 (New International Version)
6The mind of sinful man[a] is death, but the mind controlled by the Spirit is life and peace;
Having spent many years in search of fulfillment, I’ve finally grown to understand the meaning of this verse. You see when I was without God, I was empty ... Comment - Like
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