Nick P.

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Letter to my therapist

Nick P. posted an article on - Nov 5, 2009, 5:39 pm
I can never answer honestly when he asks “How are you?” and I assume this is one of the rare occasions where an honest answer would actually be appreciated so I finally decided to write so...
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Bullied Girl Falls to Death

Nick P. posted an article on - Oct 27, 2009, 12:40 pm
Via BBC News A vicar’s daughter was so frightened of bullying by two teenage girls that she fell to her death from a window to escape their abuse Verbal and psychological bullying can be just ...
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Frustration

Nick P. posted an article on - Oct 26, 2009, 11:57 am
The last few days have been overwhelmed by frustration. I went for my CBT appointment on Thursday and my therapist seemed much more impatient than usual. I know it must be difficult to deal with me an...
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Spring Cleaning

Nick P. posted an article on - Oct 21, 2009, 1:49 pm
I decided to ditch Entrecard as I wasn’t able to make enough points to advertise anywhere decent enough to bring in traffic and some of the ads it served up were questionable to say the least.. ...
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A Prisoner

Nick P. posted an article on - Oct 20, 2009, 3:37 pm
I didn’t think I’d find myself longing for the halls of residence I stayed in at university last year but I am. It always seems to happen to me actually, I hate something at the time but t...
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Losing Control

Nick P. posted an article on - Oct 17, 2009, 4:11 pm
The past few weeks have been pretty unbearable, I haven’t been able to summon the energy even to complain on this blog. I’ve been feeling completely trapped and hopeless, several times a d...
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Trapped

Nick P. posted an article on - Sep 25, 2009, 6:26 pm
That’s how I feel. I’ve got nowhere where I can feel at peace. At least last year I could come home and not be treated like a nutcase who has to be monitored and can’t be left alone ...
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Updated Blogroll and 'About' Page

Nick P. posted an article on - Sep 22, 2009, 2:09 pm
Updated my About page since it was a bit stagnant and included some details about recent events. Proper post coming soon, when I can think coherently enough to write.
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Quick Post: Search results

Nick P. posted an article on - Sep 17, 2009, 9:40 am
is seroxat any good Short answer: NO* *My opinion may differ from yours and paid drug reps
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The Aftermath

Nick P. posted an article on - Sep 16, 2009, 5:27 am
I adapted some of this from an apology email I wrote to one of the friends last night. It goes for everyone here who I may have upset. It really wasn’t my intention to cause upset and sadness...
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Everything I do goes wrong

Nick P. posted an article on - Aug 29, 2009, 1:33 pm
I honestly cannot express how sorry I am to anyone who reads this site. Please, please believe me when I say that I seriously thought that I was at end of road. On friday or saturday night (I can̵...
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Goodbyeee

Nick P. posted an article on - Aug 21, 2009, 7:29 pm
I’m sorry to say that I won’t be around any longer. Everything has gotten too much for me, I cannot stand to live this pathetic, pointless life any more. Unfortunately some people are just...
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Updates

Nick P. posted an article on - Aug 15, 2009, 7:09 am
Updated the site to the latest version of Wordpress and the theme I use. Let me know if there are any problems. Also checked my analytics and I’m still getting quite a lot of hits even though I ...
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Spiralling

Nick P. posted an article on - Aug 11, 2009, 11:52 am
This might not make much sense, sorry in advance. The last few days I have felt like I am spiralling out of control, one day blurs into the next I forget when it started exactly. I have been seriously...
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Failure

Nick P. posted an article on - Jul 23, 2009, 4:41 am
I saw the CBT guy again yesterday, we went through the standard stuff that I’ve read a million times about how thoughts and behaviour influence emotions etc and he gave me a mood diary to fill i...
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Hate

Nick P. posted an article on - Jul 19, 2009, 3:47 pm
I gave up on my plan last week, I was too scared to go through with it and be discovered. I need time alone to make it work. Some people tried to talk me out of it and I felt so guilty that they care ...
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Psych Appointment

Nick P. posted an article on - Jul 14, 2009, 2:52 am
I have the first of my stop-gap psychologist appointments for while I’m back home over the summer today. I really don’t know what to do, I’m an accomplished enough at hiding the trut...
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Nick P. posted an article on - Jul 13, 2009, 3:26 pm
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Escape Plan

Nick P. posted an article on - Jul 12, 2009, 3:58 pm

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Quick Update

Nick P. posted an article on - Jun 30, 2009, 12:22 pm
Sorry I haven’t posted for a while, I didn’t mean to worry anyone. I’ve been very tired and not had much else to say besides the usual moaning. I have managed to get a temporary job ...
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