JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Aug 7, 2011, 12:58 am
If it wasn't for my family, I'd probably kill myself, as selfishly insane as that is.  I would.  I drove to town earlier today and cried part of the way there, periodically throughout my trip.  I had to sit in the parking lot of the super market until my eyes dried before I could go in.  I have ...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Jul 17, 2011, 7:18 pm
This is crazy!  I guarantee this will be featured on 1,000 Ways to Die sooner or later.
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Jun 28, 2011, 1:16 am
Oh my god!!!  I have a date!  I should be excited.  I am excited, but I'm also very scared!  I've talked to this girl for three years and tomorrow night, I'll finally meet her.  Can you imagine?  I am going to die of panic!  She won't like me once she sees me.  Oh god...right?
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Jun 3, 2011, 4:04 am
This is going to sound psychotic, I realize that.  It probably is, to be honest.  I never was one for sanity.  It has never truly agreed with me, and I'm not sure that I've experienced it for long enough periods of time to really know what it's like.  I don't even miss it.  Fuck it, you know? ...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - May 19, 2011, 3:46 am
It's been an okay life.  I won't be falling in love and having that magical wedding I've planned every detail of, but it was amazing to dream about.  I won't graduate from college with my much desired degree, nor will I ever make it off of this mountain.  I won't have any children.  I won't make...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - May 18, 2011, 4:41 am
I'm not usually one to put any faith in religion, the paranormal, or anything of the sort that just cannot be explained.  I find those things interesting, but believing in them is an entirely different story.  I have better things to do than to trust in such things, like sitting on my bed on a bea...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - May 15, 2011, 4:18 pm
Night before last, I found that all but one of my grades were posted online in my student self services area of the college's website.  I was shocked!  Despite me slacking something awful, I have an A and two B's so far.  I suspect the missing grade will be an A or B.  For now, without that grad...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - May 12, 2011, 1:52 am
I'm 30, right now as of two hours and thirty-four minutes ago.  Dreadful, and don't give me that bullshit about age only being a number.  One hundred is only a number, but when it pertains to money, it's pretty sweet.  Pertaining to a debt?  Not so sweet.  I don't feel any different from a few ...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - May 5, 2011, 2:13 am
Warning:  I'm just rambling here, so it'll undoubtedly be boring. The past few days, weeks even, have been somewhat miserable.  Good things happened.  I went to An Evening with Poets to recite my work and get extra copies of the literary publication Autumn Rain is featured in.  I was an absol...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - May 1, 2011, 10:34 pm
Bin Laden is dead.  Wow!  For real?  Now what?
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Apr 25, 2011, 6:28 am
I just had a talk with God here.  I asked for $10,000.00 and he said that was too much, but that he hoped I got it.  He also said I was rude when I told him he sucked.  :)
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Apr 21, 2011, 10:25 pm
I had to lol.  Couldn't help it.  :p  A friend directed me to this parody, and I love it!  
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Apr 21, 2011, 5:36 pm
Tennessee has passed a law making the words, "gay," and, "homosexual," illegal to say in its schools, not to mention speaking of it, period. The vote went through at 6-3, the three opposing votes coming from democrats.  Here is the article. So what do you think?  Will this bill be allowed to sta...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Apr 18, 2011, 8:39 pm
As I mentioned in my latest pulse, grapefruit juice tastes like vomit to me, and yeah...it's the "good" red kind.  Ew.  I'm doing very well on my diet, but I'm wondering, are there any other juices that are said to be just as beneficial as grapefruit juice, diet wise?  I thought I could stomach i...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Apr 17, 2011, 6:11 pm
I'm not sure if I should have posted this, especially in it's entirety, but hey, it was all on Youtube.  Anyway, I watched this a couple of years ago on either Showtime or HBO, DVR'd it, but lost it.  I so much enjoyed her story that I wanted to share.  Good stuff!
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Apr 13, 2011, 11:28 pm
I watched a movie yesterday evening with one of my best friends that absolutely blew my mind.  Sadly, I wasn’t mind blown by the content.  I was amazed to find such an accurate portrayal of a big problem we have here in my area, the Appalachians.  I wish I had known about The Wild and Wonderful...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Apr 13, 2011, 1:30 am
Lately, some serious bullshit has been brought to my attention that's occurring within the LGBT community.  It isn't a problem that's only begun to occur recently.  I suspect it's been happening for years, especially since the dawning of such shows as The L Word, Queer as Folk, and others of the l...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Apr 12, 2011, 12:16 am
Well today certainly has been a day!  After English class, I headed out for the Mexican restaurant that is oh so amazing, had some kick ass food, then started on my way home.  Not even half way, I was blasting Nightwish when I noticed my truck wasn't driving as it should.  I figured, piece of cra...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Apr 11, 2011, 6:34 am
As usual, I put off an essay I had to write for my English class until the last minute.  Instead of getting a good start on my argumentative essay early in the weekend, I slept Saturday and most of Sunday away, woke up around five ish, and started working hardcore on the beast.  I finally finished...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Apr 6, 2011, 4:46 pm
  Today after my English class, I headed on over to Hazard for the college and a couple other places.  On my way there, I passed a state policeman parked on the side of the road all sneaky like, just waiting for someone to come speeding through so he could fire up those blue lights and run them ...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Apr 5, 2011, 10:08 pm
We had a hell of a storm here yesterday evening and only just had our power restored about an hour ago.  I never even saw it coming.  I was at my sister's house with her and my nephew, knowing there would be storms but thinking they'd come later in the evening.  I was wrong.  Suddenly, everythin...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Apr 3, 2011, 12:40 am
I'm pretty sad tonight.  In the past four hours or so, I have jumped to my feet several times.  I have screamed.  I have hung my head low (when I wasn't shaking it in disbelief). I have wanted to curse, but refrained from doing so due to being in the presence of a Christian.  Why was I doing all...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Apr 2, 2011, 1:28 am
  I'm calling it day two because I ran out of stuff on the second day and had to wait for my juice to come in, so needless to say, I bought a pack of smokes for my wait.  Before, I hadn't really smoked.  I maybe smoked three or four cigarettes till I got the hang of the e cigs, but after that, ...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Apr 1, 2011, 5:28 am
Consider this scenario:  you’re sitting in bed after a hectic day, comfortably between the sheets and your blanket with a nice book.  All is right with the world when out of the corner of your eyes, you see something moving on the wall beside you.  You look closely.  An unexplainable fear over...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Mar 31, 2011, 5:39 am
Okay people, I seriously need about 453 more Words With Friends games going. If you have this app on your phone, let's playyy! mnmorgan Just do it already. :) Don't suck. Mkay? Oh and by the way, if any of you know of a better app than iBlogger that supports Xanga, let me know! I just paid five ...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Mar 30, 2011, 10:10 pm
  I received my Joye 510 in the mail today, and I'm pretty impressed!  I was worried I wouldn't be able to feel it when I took a hit, but not anymore.  The first hit, I didn't feel it at all, but I just had to get the hang of it.  Actually, if you're not careful, this thing will choke you!  T...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Mar 29, 2011, 10:35 pm
HEADS UP:  If you're sick and tired of hearing about my problems (though I really only have one), bypass this blog post.  You've been warned. This morning, around 5AM or so, I just laid in bed and cried.  I was feeling pretty rough, knowing I had a full day of classes ahead of me, and I lost it...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Mar 28, 2011, 6:17 am
  It's snowing again?  For real?  Yes, for real!  For about a week here in the southeast of the big KY, it was eighty degrees or nearly that.  It was so nice, I honestly thought the snow was gone away for a few months.  I was wrong.  While on the phone with a friend, a siren sounded on my i...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Mar 27, 2011, 10:09 pm
I'm wondering about these things and what others think of them.  I know it's a matter of personal preference as to which are best, but I'd like to hear from some people who actually use them to get some opinions.  I have a Joye 510 starter kit and a Safe Cig starter kit on the way, as well as two ...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Mar 26, 2011, 5:43 pm
I just spent a pretty good price on an electronic cigarette starter kit and two orders of refill cartridges for the thing.  The price was a bit steep, but whatever.  I have to quit smoking, and since I love them so much, this might be the answer.  I ordered regular full flavor and menthol cartrid...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Mar 26, 2011, 2:32 pm
Do any of you know how I can transfer all my media player files (songs) from my old laptop (Vista) to my new one?  What's the easiest way to do this?  I have a ton of music on there, and I'd hate to have to download all those songs again to this one.  Can it be done without the use of a memory st...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Mar 22, 2011, 10:51 pm
Dear Mr. Angry Teacher, After getting home from my college classes today, the high school’s most recent newsletter was brought to my attention.  In this article, you complain of the unhealthy food choices, the prices, the lack of silverware and “proper” dishes, and some lunch lady who, acco...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Mar 22, 2011, 12:01 am
Here in my neck of the woods there are a great many black bears lurking around.  They've been known to tear into people's trash outside, but other than that, they have never really been a problem.  This doesn't seem to be the case anymore, however.  This evening while I was at my parents' house, ...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Mar 20, 2011, 5:27 am
I'm missing my Pinky Wink this morning and have been for a few days now.  It's gotten easier to not think about her all the time, but maybe because the days have been warm recently, I'm reminded more of her.  I try to sit outside and enjoy the weather, and so Lulu runs around in the yard and her p...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Mar 20, 2011, 12:45 am
Anyone ever try this?  It's a diet that enables you to lose up to ten pounds in three days.  I know, I know...sounds unhealthy as hell, but oh well.  My mom has done it a few times and always loses around seven pounds or more!  While it's too unhealthy to continue beyond three days, after a brea...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Mar 19, 2011, 7:48 am
My guy friend just left a few minutes ago after a long night of talking. He's going through an awful break up with his wife, and while i'm not exactly sure where he stands with her based on some of the relationships he has on the back burner, as he spoke of the love he felt for his wife early on, i ...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Mar 18, 2011, 3:24 am
Wow!  It's so super late!  I just got home and am amazed that it's 4:20AM!!!  After psych class today, I decided it wasn't a great idea to come back home and be bored on St. Patrick's Day, so I called up a buddy of mine to ask if he wanted to go and have green beer with me, and just as I suspecte...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Mar 13, 2011, 10:06 pm
There's a lady at the hospital down town who works in an office in the back, making appointments for people and so forth.  I don't know what her name is--Charlotte, Charlene, or something like that.  She's nice, so I'll call her Nice Lady.  Anyway, I was at the hospital about a week ago for some ...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Mar 6, 2011, 3:28 am
A funny thing happened tonight.  I went to my parents' place for a big get together they have every year.  Loads of people come--family and friends of the family. Not long after I arrived, I saw a guy who is friends with my cousin.  He's the guy I suspected to be dating the girl in my English cla...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Mar 5, 2011, 1:02 am
in my truck while I drove.  People suck.  I might be stupid enough to do you a favor, but that doesn't mean you can grab my boob or put your hand on my leg in an area that makes putting your hand on my leg especially violating.  Fuck you.  Fuck you.  Fuck you, your dad, your grandpa, your dog ...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Mar 2, 2011, 8:37 pm
To hell with these people. There's a special island sitting somewhere in the ocean--brutalized by storms, crawling with venomous creatures, and best of all, it's uninhabited.  This should be Westboro Baptist Church's new home after we've flown over and thrown them out.  "God hates America," they ...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Feb 28, 2011, 2:31 pm
My poem, Autumn Rain, has made it through the first round of consideration for publication!!!!  Thank all of you soooo much who opened my mass message, read the poems, and shared your opinions!  I appreciate it greatly.  :)
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Feb 28, 2011, 1:31 pm
I just made it back home for the day after English class and a few errands I had to run, and now, am sitting comfortably in my pj's and robe for what will be a day of rest, and more studying.  English class was good, revealing some nice surprises I honestly never imagined would happen.  First of a...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Feb 27, 2011, 7:36 am
I might never go to sleep. If my brain would shut the fuck up, rest could be a possibility. It won't, though. It really sucks because I have so much I HAVE to accomplish on this most blessed Sunday. Oh well. I get what I deserve.
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Feb 26, 2011, 10:10 pm
Haha!  I made me a budddyyy!!!  The cool chick who, when robbed at gun point in a local store she was working for, hoped to god the robber wouldn't ask for her iPod is now my pal, and I think she'll be a very good pal haha!  Woot! The crazy part is that she said to me, "you're Daniel's sister, r...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Feb 26, 2011, 9:54 pm
I could have, would have been a good friend to you.  I wanted to be, and I sincerely tried.  I wanted to because I love you to pieces, but the truth is, I don't love you enough to keep feeling like the dirt on the bottom of your shoes.  I don't love you enough to stick around and be subjected to ...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Feb 26, 2011, 5:21 pm
Did you know Obama is at fault for every negative thing happening in America, even in our own personal lives?  If your kid has the flu, it's probably Obama's fault, and you need not be able to back up what you say/believe.  Just believe it!  Hey, it's good to believe in something, right? Some of...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Feb 25, 2011, 4:39 pm
I completely failed at getting up and going for my medical tests this morning.  I woke up on time, for a few seconds, then passed out again until sometime this evening.  It's never a good idea to pop a Remeron when you have shit to do the next day...ever!  I woke up around 11:30PM last night, tho...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Feb 22, 2011, 8:07 pm
Most people, whether you're saddened by the idea or not, are completely disposable.  Sometimes, even those whom we seem to love dearly and cannot imagine our lives without, after a time, travel down a path that quickly leads away from our hearts.  It's a strange feeling when you realize it's possi...
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JilLxX posted an article on Nitzchiya's Xanga Site - Feb 22, 2011, 2:10 am
I'm not sure how I'm going to be able to function later, but I really have to make it happen. I'm okay, for the most part, but I sort of feel like crying as I lie here in my bed. I'm not unhappy or angry. That, I know for sure. I suppose I'm just frustrated. It'll pass sooner or later. Maybe it ...
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