... It makes me confused enough to lose my temper I have a bad temper which i dont usually show it in school Not because im trying to be two-faced. But its because you're not close ... show you my vulnerable side Like i said before, when i said Fuck you in your face, its either i am very close to you, or i dont give you enough respect. Its not pleasant seeing me lose my control anyways hahaa Selfish ...

i dont know what am i feeling alr. dont know what i want suddenly, after talking to jiejie, i felt devastated. things have been happening way too much and so much idk of.. suddenly i felt a infinite distant. which i dont wan and never thought it will really happen to us. to think of it. WE DONT HAVE ANY PHOTOS TOGETHER! as in only us.

... religion, she asks me what i am i never know how to respond; i'm not atheiest (at least dont think) cuz i dont really care about what her or anyone else's views are. and i'm not ... never tell other people their wrong, jus do what you want and lemme do what i want. Over all beliefs are just dont care, i try to rationalize stuff with my wife and usually she gets all mad. Not being ...

... I know NS is tiring you down I know i have not been understanding enough But seeing me crying and walking away You just could not be bothered Its not as if you are not there You were just standing beside me I dont think it really matters to you about how often we meet and all Because you cant give me a definite YES Not saying anything in hope for the mess to tide down You jolly well know this ...

i dont know why am i here blogging. my head is super pain now, damn!!!! :( i went to cut my fringe with baby accompany on last friday?. do ... i hope she is fine! hearing her saying how hard her work is! i dont think im going interview for that :( = no more money and need to start saving. ... . math lesson tomorrow again! pray that i dont hav any headache :( i dont want to spend too much money alrdy. ...

... during bbqs! but what matters is that all of us had fun{: out tomorrow again, followed by stayover at night. so i dont know if i'll blog but i'll try. or just rely on pictures on facebook! ohyayaya. i ... like giving me red lines under everything which doesnt seems right. it isnt even microsoft words or anything then dont act like it is la . im going to plonk out anytime so i'll ...