I'm thankful to have a healthy body. I can exercize and keep up with my kids. I have recovered quickly from pregnancies. And I don't get sick very often. I'm also grateful for a clean mind that hasn't been exposed to too much junk. And these things combined help me to have a positive outlook on life.

... tells the cops that they don't have to apply the law fairly because the politicians will come in behind them to add special rights for various sets of victims. I think we should be focused on our own empowerment, not our own victimhood. And I think this entire process is, at root, an exercize in cynicism. But, again, let's check back in a year's time to see if I'm wrong.

... half a sandwich, or it only looks like i ate two or three bites of whatever. zac is finally changing his mode of loosing weight to the "eat less" side, instead of "eat like a pig and exercize more" side.  and he is very very wary about talking to me about it and i hate that he is so wary toward me.  why did i have to screw it all up with my mouth.  sigh. for ...

... scared im going to pass out ive never done that before... but still. and im also really stressed so im not sure how all that will effect each other.. ive eaten so much i really need to do this. andi would love to exercize... but ive deterined that i have sports induced asthma. which let me tell you is no ride in the park. it really sucks. especially cuz i want to just run till all this comes off ...

... . I am also on one medication that can cause weight loss. It did help me lose weight when I first started it but I have since gained it all back ( about 20 lbs). I exercize everyday but it still seems the eight will not come off, maybe it just won’t come off fast enough. That’s the thing with dieting, it is something you have to do all the time, forever! If you stop you will gain it ...

Honestly I have been itching to process a whole pig. This morning's exercize was a brief simulacrum. For 10 dollars I bought 5 pounds of meat. All what they call country ribs, but in this case a combination of shoulder cuts and loin, as you can see from the very different colors of the two. It was all cut up into the finest little bits by hand, the meat very cold, the knife very sharp and it ...