Okay it is time to admit it, I am struggling. I do not want to come back here in two months, after the holidays are over, and have gained weight. Back on August 25th I "re-dedicated" myself to losing weight, specifically 17 lbs in the 17 weeks before my trip to Mexico, and it's time to take a hard look at what I've been doing since then. That day I weighed in at 176.6. Today I ...

... step out of Singapore. I know there can’t possibly be the Jetson’s life where you are now, but I hope life is smooth sailing enough for you to be happy.” - from my 19-year-old-self via futureme.org, written for me to receive on my 21st birthday. Australia is awesome. The step out of Singapore, I will never regret – and it’s possibly been one of the best decisions and ...

... have your name. Omegle I’d say most of you have heard of this site. Start up a conversation online with a total stranger, which usually (in my experience) leads to hilarious consequences. FutureMe Type an email now to be sent to yourself in the future, on a date of your choosing. Send anything you want, make it private or public (but anonymous) and get it delivered years down the line.

... around with mystery google. Texting random people with completely random things is actually quite amusing! # 18:15 Mystery google stopped showing the previous search's results. It now just does automatic "I feel lucky". Sadness. # 19:17 Trying to decide what to write to my future self on futureme.org/ If only I could email my past self instead. #Automatically shipped by LoudTwitter

... the house in late january/ early february. & the construction will take about 3 months. and i'm so excited for this "dog" cory's going to get. anyway, don't know why i write all this shit down. its not like anyone really reads it. i just think futureme will appreciate it later on in life. mama's knocked out on the couch, time to wake her up!!! we go a go.